Happenings

Why is it whenever I wish it not to happen.........something happens...

and whenever I wish it to happen........it never happens...

The Narrow Road

Follow God, listen to His voice and respond to it. You will begin a journey that will absolutely transform your life; you will be witness to such amazing things within your own spirit - and in the entirety of your life - that you will not be able to find words to describe them.

To know God is to know Life.

To Follow Him is to start the descent down the Narrow Road.

You will never be sure of what is around the next corner; you will have no idea what you will discover, and on top of that, you will realize just how utterly out of control we truly are - in everything. But you will begin to see the inverse side of this;

God is truly in control.

As you descend with unbelievable speed and momentum down the road of seeming uncertainty - throwing all caution to the wind and denying all human "wisdom" and intuition - you will see increasingly just how certain it is, that God is truly in control of you, your life, and everything else as well.

The Narrow Road is long, hard, scary, seemingly uncertain, amazing, beyond all understanding, unspeakable and finally,

Life-giving. Take it.

Listen to the longing within your heart and do what almost no-one else will ever do.





Live.
Truly Live.

Exposed

Honestly...

I just want to get through this without pain...
To just do this ONCE without thinking I will hurt myself...

But, Lord.... if you want me to go through the fire...

I will.




Only...

take me by the hand.




I can barely write.....my eyes are filled with tears...

Not so haste, my heart!

Not so haste, my heart!
Have faith in God and wait,
Although he linger long,
He never comes too late.

He never comes too late;
He knoweth what is best,
Vex not thyself in vain;
Until he cometh, rest.

Until he cometh, rest;
Nor grudge the hours that roll,
The feet that wait for God
Are soonest at the goal.

Are soonest at the goal;
That is not gained by speed,
Then hold thee still, my heart,
For I shall wait his lead!

Seeking guidance

Whatever God ordains is right and this I seek forever.
And when my path is dark as nigh, toil, death and sorrow
pressure, then God will be most fatherly, guard me in
tender mercy. I seek his guidance solely.

Bach.




*Galatians 2:20