Immeasurable

I seriously cannot measure the pain and the pleasure life has up its sleeve right now. My joy and sorrow.. todays and tomorrows..... are for me no guarantees...


But I am trusting..........
O God, I am TRUSTING


To trust You with my life and to believe you all the time...
To leave my doubt behind.. Oh, to trust you with my life
And to give You everything, all the deepest parts of me...
And to know You're always right.. to trust You with my life.





Broken here.

Before You on my knees.

Is my only hope.

Of finding peace.

Satisfying Hunger

My heart is a very interesting place right now.

A place where it craves depth and height.
It craves wisdom.....


I want to be extreme.


I want to be desperate.
So desperate...

for my Jesus.



Nothing compares to knowing him....and knowing more of him.
I never want to stop knowing and getting to know him........

Each time you see me.. I want to be even MORE hungry for the Lord!
Never stopping in "contentment"




Also..

I am so thankful for my friends...
friends who I trust enough to show my heart & its vulnerable dimensions...



"The white flag is waving...."


......it's only a surrendered desire.

No Less

I stepped outside tonight...
and it felt like the beach was in walking distance!
The wind was blowing so strong....and the lake behind my house actually had WAVES!!
sigh......................I could have melted just hearing the sound of the wind...


I just want to say.... I love the Lord.

and that may be all.








Your love wants no less than my life.

All Smiles

Is it possible to look the way I feel???

There's a smile on my face, and a brand new light in my eyes
It's a new day.
And I've never felt so alive, I feel as though I could conquer anything

That's what your love has done for me...



I love poetry with brilliant rhymes,
And songs that draw me in
With clever opening lines
I love rainy Sunday afternoons
Being kissed by sun,
And dreaming under the moon
The way the ocean feels at high tide,
The gentle stillness of midnight,
Oh I-I love the way You are so good to me,
I love the way You're so inspiring,
I don't know why You love me like You do,
But I love You.I love all the signs of city life,
And marvel at the way
The world just hurries by
I love breathing in the mountain air,
Climbing to the top,
And finding that You're there
Catching glimpses of Your mysteries,
I find Your fingerprints on everything
What I meanI hear Your music everywhere,
So gentle, yet so strong,
Your melody floats on the air,
And every time I hear You there,
I've got to sing along

.........I've got to sing along